“You know, despite seeing him all the time, I still don’t think I want Matt as a long term boyfriend…”
“Then why do you hang on?”
“I don’t know… somehow… I just need to…”

That’s me talking to Maia a year ago. I was contemplating my escape from Matt’s greedy arms. But at that point there already was no turning back. It would only take just a little bit more time before I’d accept Matt as the one I wanted to be with. How he eventually managed to tame me you ask? By offering me beer after beer before I’d even finished my current one. And another one. And another one. And… you get the picture.

The first time I’d ever snogged Matt I was pretty heavily drunk. The first time I’d slept with Matt ...

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